December 2009
16 posts
2009..
i’d thought i’ll enjoy my year as sec5 student…Apparently, i’d suffer alot more than i ever imagine and find joy in unexpected ways.. messing around in class, talking behind people’s back.. get scolded by a teacher.. being late for school.. good times. good times like wad they used to say.. “all good things come to an end”
This year, many had been gain...
Learning to learn
Life is about experiences.. hence learning.. Thts wad im doing now.. Learning to learn.. so far, i’ve learned that Love is infinite.Life is priceless..Special gifts( Talents ) are god-given abilities..and i also learnt that everything happens for a reason.. Nothing is a coincident.
Everything i’ve been going through.. all the mishaps.. all happened for a reason.. and hence i need to...
Rock Bottom
I cant believe wad im hearing.. i cant imagine wad im going through… But one thing is for sure.. that i hate it!! argh!!
you could at least spare a thought about wad i feel when i hear those things.. its bad enough that it’ve already destroy my Self-esteem. you come around around and babble like it a morning routine! FCUK YOU!! have u ever considered wad sort of path that im trying to...
Merry Christmas
Merry christmas everyone! its a joyous season no doubt.. but yet again, this year my christmas is rather lonely..more like lousyy.. Had no plans.. or plans cancelled thts why i got no plans.. Sighs.. To top that, i wished to celebrate my christmas with J&D this year.. but plans changed..Situation changed.. Oh well.. another lonely christmas for me.. Go figure
I guess i need to salvage wads...
The truth
To tell you the truth, the reason why i have doubts about dancing again was because i found someone who’s going to be better at it than i do.. Yeah I’ve said it you Numbskull!!
I get jealous easily too!!Dancing was suppose to be My thing! having u in it just destroys my entire passion. And plus, you being a Guy in our clique.and the inferiority complex between the same sex is killing...
Mac Mac Mac
haizz… don we all feel like its alil too much to be eating mac everyday?? yeah.. i know i do.. im sick of it.. BIG TIME!!
however, thts not wad this post is all about today.. I JUST GOT A MACBOOK!! awesome or wad?! and its mine and only min.. ” Mine;not yours” hahhaa… so yeah.. its kinda cool.. the screen is much much wider now and can almost bypass the view of the tiny...
What Now?
I just want us to be like old times again… What now? find another? or stay stagnant? But i just cant forget.. i cant.. everytime i try to forget, trying to forget aboout it just maked.. it even more easy to remember…
Wad happened to us? i’d thought we had life time dream? future goals? i cant believe something as minor as this could break us..we’ve always believe that this...
A nightmare..
i woke up this morning, and my heart pounded so hard.. ugly thoughts running through my mind.. Hoping that everything was a nightmare.. apparently it was reality smacking rite to my face..
I hate it things getting too intense.. i’d thought we’d stay till the end.. i was proud to show u off to everyone.. cos i know that we’re the best of the best.. but i guess my sentiments were...
Dot Dot Dot
Cant afford to just sit back and let things fall apart.Its agonisingly psychologically painful and unhealthy.. Imagine being in a postition where u dont want anythiing bad to happen but ur definitely against the situation. Yeah thats about it.
Met up with J&D Rose and kinne for lunch. Nothing lesser than loving every second together. To top that, mad jokes and taking pictures. Though it...
Photo Maniac-ed.. Music Fanatic
Hello everyone, like i’ve said in my previous post, I’ve had withdrawal symptoms rite? and guess wad? turns out that all of the band members were in the same position like i do. Goodness!! the after effects are Killing me Softly..
First and foremost, the Pictures we took turn out great. It was on tht very day that different cliques in the band felt as one. Immensely proud. Looking...
Withdrawal Symptoms
Its weired. Especially coming from me.. but i shall not hide my feelings anymore, I miss playing in MISB.. no doubt i was simply a GuestPlayer, but they took me in nontheless, treating me as one of their own.. and plus, my side-reading skills improved tremendously..
The concert happened yesterday, and one heck-of-a-performance. The feeling performing on the actual event itself felt totally...
Wake up!!Wake up!!
basically, all tht’s in my head in the past few days was” wake up!! wake upp!!” .. forcing myself to wake up early in the morning like 6 plus or so to go for band.. tsk tsk tsk.. its been like 1 1/2 months that i’ve been waking up at my own will.. but to get back to the system of waking up earluu in the morning is super hard.. trust me…
Concert itself is coming...
“ Change must Happen for one to gain sight of what one has lost.”
– Sir.MusFit
Im really in a lost right now
i bumped into the last person i wish to bump into yesterday… i dunno why but i just cant see myself going back to my dance classes anymore.. there its out!
My horoscope says that i must let the scar heal and ALLOW it to heal.It seemed like i was the obstacle all these while.. there’s more to it.. but i just don wish to go so much into detail here.. but tht’s basically the...
Drama?;
herdadwiana:
So much drama. I am not proud of today’s ITEngineering tests. I am not proud of my Innovation Project presentation. However, i am proud that my Monday is ending soon.
Though my weekend was packed with studies, I barely had any clue of whatsoever shite was going on in my textbook/notes. Totally sick of do something not having it in my head. I have a few more tests lined up and...
The past TWO days
For the past week, i havent been spending time at home. Good or not? not sure about it myself. You tell me. FRom monday til today, im either out with my friends or out for band. Tired much? thts for sure.
But however, there’s two significant days that i would like to share however, its thursday and yesterday. Of course, thursday was the most importnat event! its the J&D HOMECOOK...