Days... Nights... Senses.. thoughts ...

Have to lose it.

I have to lose weight.. so that i can stretch better.. so that i prevent any injuries on myself.. so that i can improve.

I guess this is one of the days that didnt went well for me. Mainly because of the disappointment on the unachieved expectations that i have on myself. and it really hits you hard. As in psychologically la. 

i’m pretty glad with my progress and what not. I suppose it’s the phase that’s occurring. To really test limits, discipline etc. 

in all that’s worth, i have set goals for myself. And i’ll focus on it regardless what happens.